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...although, who cares, really? xD

Meh, I apologize for going AWOL for over a year. That puppy I wrote about in my last entry (well I shouldn't say that, I don't know what he was but he wasn't a puppy) turned out to be a huge handful, lol. But he's my baby and I adore him. German Shepherds are exceptional dogs. So intelligent, so gorgeous, so intense, so loyal. I just adore my Remington. <3

So in other news, I was accepted into Harvard. Because of my health (which I'll get to in a moment) and the fact that I can't really leave home until we're moved to Florida, etc. they're allowing me to take my courses via web/telecasts. I'm focusing on creative writing & Japanese. I've been working on my novel again, and it's coming along very nicely. I'm hoping these classes will help me to further master my craft.

Oh, last night my 10 year old cat, Dakota, passed away suddenly. He died in my arms on the way to the ER vet at 2am. My heart is broken. :( He was my buddy...

So, my health. I was diagnosed last summer with autonomic disorder, which basically means the involuntary functions/processes in my body are haywire. It explains why my resting heart rate is always upwards of 120, and why I'm so tired & fatigued all of the time. It could also be the reason for my chronic pain & headaches.  I also have a very, very low blood volume and low blood pressure. Unfortunately, there is no cure. I'm really depressed about the whole thing, because I literally feel like hell all day, every day. These headaches have become unbearable, some days I do not function.

The disorder in itself isn't life threatening, although I almost wish it was, simply to justify my constant suffering. There is the potential for serious harm as a result of the heart rate thing, if it gets too fast, I could pass out. So say if I were driving, riding my horse, etc. disaster could strike. Because of this, and the pain, I have not ridden Rocket in over 2 years. It kills me. I had to quit kendo as well.

I started a business in which I sell custom pet I.D. tags in my spare time: shop.roketto.net

And also if you have any of the following, please feel free to add/follow/friend/whatever:

Facebook: facebook.com/larien.carnesir

Tumblr: tumblr.com/blog/lariencarnesir

Livejournal: roketto.livejournal.com

Because I haven't taken photographs seriously (or even visited the zoo at all) in well over a year, those are the places to get in touch with me for now. I will try and upload some photos of Remington for you guys, he's15 months old now and really is a beautiful dog.

Hope everyone has been well!

-Larien

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Larien
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I'm 25, from NE Ohio, and my passions include horseback riding, photography, writing, animals & wildlife, my pets, anime, J-Dramas, all things Japan and politics. I own 4 horses, one of which I barrel race competitively with.

My top fandoms include Durarara!!, Weiss Kreuz, Inuyasha, Kuroshitsuji, FMA, Bleach, Last Exile, Claymore, Ao no Exorcist... I've seen pretty much every anime, lol, you name it, I've watched it!

I'm a huge yaoi fangirl - if you love BL, we'll get along just fine!
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Magic-diamond Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy birthday!!
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AstaraelEternal Featured By Owner May 17, 2011
WHERE YOU AT, B?!
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BandaiJ Featured By Owner May 26, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
OMG WHERE U AT I thought about you last night when I saw the tornadoes in OK, you guys okay?
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AstaraelEternal Featured By Owner May 27, 2011
WE ARE ALIVE!

So the one that ripped through Piedmont (if you saw the Today show, they were there. my co-worker lives there!! she's fine, though) went up past El Reno (also hit hard) then to Guthrie, which is my tiny town!! We were really lucky. Our house is on the East side of town and the West is what got hit. And when I saw E/W, our town is NOT big and if the tornado had stayed gigantic, it might've destroyed most of Guthrie. Which is a really historic town, most of our downtown is Victorian architecture because it was the first capitol of OK.

But we didn't even have any downed limbs, which is a miracle.

HOW ARE YOU!!!!?!?
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BandaiJ Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
OMG YOU STILL AROUND WOMAN?
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taintedfeather Featured By Owner May 8, 2011  Professional Traditional Artist
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OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

It's been forevah since we chatted ;n; :heart::cake:
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BandaiJ Featured By Owner May 8, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
OMG THANK YOU LMAO AND YES I KNOW!
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HowlingWolfSoul Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch :hug:
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AstaraelEternal Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2010
I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOOOOOOOOU
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Inimicality Featured By Owner May 17, 2010
Welcome to :iconabjd:
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